// Veevee ♥ JazMeen //

How to start huh....
My feeling ryte now.. Mixed up kan..... Mcm buah kna blender...Catu laa kali aaa...
i felt Sad,Angry,Kecewa and Happy.. Happy..because of you Cathy... Last night was Awesome...it was my first time doing a Crazy over the top things with you jijah...i think,only us can do what we do last night.. Tane pernah cakap "before tane abiz and kuar hostel..aku mau buat something yg wild.." haha.. We did it Cathy...Eventho its not tOo wild..but i will remember it sampai bila2 laaa...hehehe.. Only us yg thu apa yg tne buat smlm... it's a SECRET...
And Then, Satu tragedi berlaku last night juwa.. Cathy MARAH..!!! and almost kan mengamuk...nasib,aku yg mnyabarkan..Ahaha...
Cane Cetanya.........
Semalam,around 12 tngh mlm kan...Hp cathy ringing...her huby call..Mcm biasa..its her routine every night before go to bed..Den..i heard Cathy ckp.. "huby dimana kan ni??" Blaa..Blaa...
Den..Tiba-tiba i heard bunyi urg menangis...fkir suara pontibaby kaaa...hehe..but..it come from Cathy room...she was crying bckp sma huby nya dlm tepon.. Cathy teriak2 and antak2 kaki...meroyan2...hehehe...
Rupa2 nya..Huby nya kn belayar keIndonesia for 2 weeks...the worst lg..she doesn't know about it..cathy fikir his flight is today..Rpa2 nya,Semalam pukul 1pg~~~No wonder Cathy Mengamuk...
Cathy aga aku dengan air mata yg berlinangan and said iya kn kAirport mau jumpa huby nya and wanted to send him off..diPendek kan ceta..We sneaked out kuar dri hostel tgh2 mlm..And,On the way kn kAirport..ada juwa cathy nangis atu.. aku hanya mampu ckp.."Sabar Cat.."hehe.. SoO~Around 1..we sampai at Airport N Cathy melumpat keluar dari keta belari mencari huby nya..Mcm ceta Hindustan baaa...Romantik kn....
Lastly..Cathy sempat pun jumpa huby nya..I felt relieved..Thankz God..Cathy dpt jumpa huby nya..inda juwa iya menangis sepnjang mlm.. :P
Last night..i cant sleep juwa due to mendengar bunyi lagur2 arh bilik cathy time subuh2..brusah subuh2.... Den,around 5 in the morning..i got text from unknown number.. its said.. Anak Uncle Ahmad meninggal Dunia tadi pagi.. i was shocked brabiz2...smpai truz lari kbilik Cathy..and she also received text from Kaa Vita..Culture shock brabiz laa..nada angin tiba2 catu..i think i cry alot this morning..lg pun,i felt i wanna cry juwa..Because,aku memendam rasa juwa lately ani kan..
All my intake including Mami kerumah Uncle td..and ikut meliat jenazah anak nya dikuburkan tadi..When we arrived tadi..Downg Bca Yassin..Sayu rasa nya..And aku nmpak muka Uncle Ahmad melap air mata nya tadi..Air mata kuu kan gugur gnya nda td atu.. i just tarik nafas dalam2 tadi..and said to myself.."Jgn nangis waa..." Cathy td nangis dh sidak2...
Den, when uncle Ahmad angkat jenazah anak nya td..i cant stand it... I Cry....i just cry...i felt really2 sad td...akhir nya..Aku nangis juwa td...i know..inda blh nangis time jenazah kan dikuburkan...tapi,aku inda tahan..............Airmata kuu kan keluar juwa......tne doa kn..

Semoga Roh nya diCucuri Rahmat dan ditempat kan didalam golongan orang yang beriman

AL-FATIHAH for Danish Muazzam.....

i thinks..Too many things Happened last night....

and~

u dissapointed me...

i wanna share with you..but, you weren't there for me...